WHY did i have to see that? why did i go on instagram. she is everywhere on instagram IT FUCKS ME UP. DO I HAVE TO UNFOLLOW EVERYONE? fuck off. FUCK OFF FUCK EVERYAEIHFODUISAHFUDOISHFDUAOFHJIAOSDJFASPODIOSPAIDOPASIDPOSAIODPISAPO cant deal with this. Ill calm down sorry. I just idk what to do. she is living life so well and i feel like im not and seeing her do so well without me makes me happy for her but also feel so shit about myself.