I am worried about us, I'm so tired of talking about only us. What's my obsession. I need more to my life, maybe this is an opportunity to grow and find out who I am. be more independent. have some fun. stop clinging, maybe we're just not compatible. part of me does want to dance and drink and chat but also a bigger part wants to chill and be intimate with a small number of people. I don't know, I know I love you and am so afraid of living without you.