I feel fucked. I think I'm sleep deprived. so many noises in the Marseille flat, mosquitos, cold, not enough space, too hot. bed late, wake up early. brain is not working today. keep forgetting what I'm doing. asking myself what I'm doing and not knowing, ordering things wrong. just dumb. I need to sleep. also felt kinda sick today. in bed at 7pm. just gonna read and lie down and drink water