fortitude

sister in a hot tub with 3 single dudes. Ita strange and I don't know what to do. nothing better happen.

I'd love a partner that also needs a rest after being around a load of people. we can retreat together and not feel like there's something wrong with us

staying in a fancy airbnb with a hot tub with some pals, drinking wine, eating bread and cheese, going climbing in Fontainebleau

An idea that has stuck in my head, althought I wish it hadn't, is that an attractive person will never stay with you, it's just your turn with them. I dislike that idea a lot

no fap for a week now.

I finally did it. I found a peach tree in France. they were yellow peaches and a bit bitter but I feel like I accomplished my dream. still need to find the perfect peach but I can happily say this trip was worth it even if just for today.

c'est ok graine de serazin

would you rather have perfect memory, hearing, vision or reflexes?

the french word for unpredictable is imprevisible which is like not pre visible

I don't know what's going on with me. I am in a different country in a tent. I don't want to put my phone down. I think I've used gaming to numb myself. gaming and drugs. and now I only have my phone. I think I will end up detoxing from it all here but it'll be a process and I think things will come up. I am afraid to sleep. I want a partner in this life. I don't like living life alone.