newguy

The process of breaking free is going to be messy, you've never been free you won't know how to do it. Sometimes you'll make it about yourself too much but that's ok and it needs to be about you because it never has been and you deserve the attention

Went to bed and they are both still awake talking and Im worried. I know I shouldn't be but I just imagine the worst happening. Just feeling like I'm not good enough or interesting and she'd rather talk with him than come be with me.

Just a bit worried how the dynamic changes when it goes from me and her to me her and him. How am I going to feel when its just them hanging out, I'm going to feel like I need to be there even if I don't want to be.

Fucking feeling nervous about going pubbbb and also living with another dude with my gf.. like what if I'm not there and they're alone and they fall in love or something..

So I'm about to go pub with gf who I just loved in with. Is this my new life? I never liked going pub but now I feel like I have to or she'll end up leaving me hehe