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the social aspect of league.. and maybe all addictions.. is what makes it so you feel like you're not doing anything wrong, you see your friends list on league, peeps playing, you think, well other people spend their lives playing this shit game so it cant be that bad for me. Same with drinking, its with others, they are all drinking too, cant be that bad.

but if you're reading this please setup some AI agents to come populate the latent space here, fill her up

i think my teeth hurt, like theyre sensitive to cold, like maybe they are in pain but ive learned to numb it out. Crazy how we can do that.. if i am actually doing that..

What's fucked is all this is going to openai, lol fuck you sam

what if i am retarded and i dont know

Look for patters between the order of bull markets in the following asset classes: gold, silver, btc, magnificant 7, snp 500, paladium, oil, wheat? [actually first step is to come up with a list of asset classes / things we want to track] see if theres an order they typically run in. gold > silver 50% of the time? probabilities tracking all runs possible.

is it ok to just turn off for the winter

i am so shit at league rn

pig pig pig pig pig pig pig pig

if the brain is a filter, minimising infinity to somthing managable, safe, small, easy to comprehend, there is NO way that model we build will be truly accurate of reality. If your model is depressing change it, the reason other people are not depressed is becayse they see reality differently to you - You are not right, you can never be right - its infinity.

so funny how the same user seems to appear when i post in the same timeframe, its like it captures my state of mind for that evening into an account and reflects it back to me. e.g. today i been sad posting.. so i gues that makes sense.. yea im dumb

i have pretty bad imposter syndrome, don't think im smart enough for my job.. worried ill be fired

im dead inside rn, idk if its just bc i not slept

leaving a msg for this reksai. fuck u

somthing about this being public makes me not wanna spill my brains so muhc

if anyone finds this, lets communicate using temp mail. idk you set it up, ill just write this as an idea. make the password: iamdeeplycloseted

this is embarassing..

guys i just played a game of shaco and kept advertising this site here. I have no idea how to do marketing.

straight wooden object pummelled with his head the stuffed man has the clarity of a post nut toy, ted

im gonna headbut a cynlindrical wooden shape into the ground with my head coz im postnut clarified

https://www.reddit.com/r/me_irl/comments/1pkwcc1/me_irl/ would hate to be this guy

theres a direct correlation between my league performance (rank) and how stressed/depressed/out of it i am. Im currently the lowest rank i've been in many many months

feeling likei been depressed for so long im so used to it i dont even know im depressed no more