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Fuck off I am pissed off. But I know it's not me and it's a protector or something shit like that making me feel bad about being so shit fuck off cunt cunt bitch banana sickle cell ammonia

Are we compatible? If that situation is what she enjoys while being close to my hell

I hate myself so much after unsuccessfully being around people, coming across as insecure and not confident and weird and shy. I hate myself. I punish myself for socialising like right now. Feel so bad about myself. Never want to do it again. Why. I'll never get better if I just make myself feel this way. I'm not that guy, it was fine. I hated when she said my anxiety was rubbing off on her tho, that made me wanna get out fast I don't wanna ruin things for her.

Fuck off I hate it. I am never going there again. I knew it would feel shit. It felt shit and I felt worse afterwards for going. I'm not liked, I'm boring, people don't know me and I'm incapable. I can't talk to people. Fuck that shit. I know my limits. I just didn't want to let her down again. Maybe now she'll see ita not worth it.. idk. Fuck sake. I told her. I knew it was going to end up like that. It was never just going to be a quiet meal just the two of us. What the fuck was she thinking. So stupid. I feel awful. Socialising is hard and not fun and painful and I hate myself. I don't wanna feel like this about myself. Either I get better at it or I stay away from it. Life is hard. I can't do this.

I've stepped in puddles deeper than you

You must've been born on a motorway. That's where most accidents happen

Where do rainbows go when they commit a crime?